Sunday, April 09, 2006

Without Tears

Holding my head up high, was a lie
For I walked away, heaving a sigh
I felt within, that I'd surely then die
My heart broke deeply as I did cry
I hid my feeling, but yet once more
As my heart cried, it's sad implore
It cried with pity, not speaking out
Knew I'd be lonely, had no doubt
Feelings and emotion, hidden away
Always haunt and taunt many a day


As always, we leave this to the great healer, time. There exists a phobia, fear of showing up feelings, exposing the emotional self. Often emotion is associated by weakness, vulnerability of man, rather than a very natural human characteristic. Something’s in life strike without warning and a few due for long. It hurts when you feel weak, unable to control. You know nothing can be done and its time to let it go. It’s the time you say goodbye.

Fearless eyes hide the pain beneath,
And a raised head covers the void.
With a grace I stepped forward,
To say GOODBYE.
But then dumbstruck,
I stood like an idiot
Praying the moments never passes by.
Sill you stay somewhere near,
Calling me, but why?
And you said the moments will never pass by.